Tuesday, January 25, 2011

bad marks always get me SICK! :(

im sick of this!
yea, surely.. bad marks always BREAK my heart.. :((

i mean, hey i HAVE tried my best and i DESERVE to get better marks..

i hate team works.. i mean, hey what is called as team works?? working with team, right?? but the fact is I WORK BY MYSELF and suddenly i get the bad marks! x( and the one who NEVER contributes anything gets better marks??!

dammit..

semua yang terjadi pasti ada hikmah dibalik itu semua..
aku bukannya marah, aku hanya KECEWA..


sungguh, aku hanya KECEWA.. :'(

Monday, January 24, 2011

some cats, some stories.. x)

ah, im back in blabbering and sharing many things i heart..
seems unnecessary to publish, but WHATEVER! it's my blog anyway.. *lol

first thing i HEART most is a CAT.. yea, what else?? i've been falling in love with this CUTEST creature on the planet since i was a little kid.. i dont know, i just fall in love with cats.. they are cute.. :3

her name is NCIL.. from KECIL, hehe! :D
she is my first cat's daughter.. my first old cat's name is Babol a.k.a mbol.. it is a HE.. i've been keeping him since i was on junior high school.. hmm, almost 11 years! how old he is.. haha~
he WAS so cute, but not anymore.. :( he's old and slow and his fur are terrible now.. *his kids are cuter, actually* :p

i dont have any photos of Babol.. there is no cute pic of him.. *how poor you are.. :D* but i LOVE him so.. he has the REAL NINE LIVES of cats! for sure!! because i have had two kittens and they all died.. :(( they ate something mixed with rats poison.. Babol ate them also, but UNBELIEVABLY he is strong enough against the poison! awesome.. hehe.. :D

his name is Bedu.. and he DIED.. ToT
yea, this Bedu was considered as eating some food contained those rats poison.. it was kinda great grief when i knew Bedu died.. because i didnt at home when he died.. i love him so! my aunt gave him to my family to keep, but he died after a month only at my house.. goddamned!! he was so cute, Folks.. actually, i have another kitten who died also.. he was Ncil's brother, his name is Belang..
his name is Belang.. he died also! T_T
the second kitten my family and i had kept and finally he DIED.. huhu! Ncil's sibling.. Babol's another son.. he wasnt that cute, but we love him.. although he was a bit annoying if we were eating, haha! but that's cute attitude, isnt it?? sweet memories about both of them :)
another kitten my family and i were about to keep was PUSCIL.. or mpus kecil.. haha! yea, i know kinda boring name.. :D
puscil, i dont know but he is chihuahua look-alike.. HAHA!
this Puscil was a naughty kitten! it was very naughty and i couldnt stand of his attitude.. haha! but he was cute.. always! his eyes were blue.. for sure, they were blue! hho~
but no one couldnt stand of his attitude.. :D he was sent back home after 2 weeks only lived at mine.. *sobs*

afterall, there are three cats now my family and i keep.. Belang Jr, Babol and Ncil.. heheh!
love them all~ :3



Sunday, January 23, 2011

nightmare of you, kinda the NICEST nightmare of mine.. :)

yea!
i really have a crush on NoY or Nightmare of You.. :D
kinda an indie-rock band from US formed in 2004 and i've just known them this early January 2011..

helloooooooooooooooooooooo! kemana ajaaaa L?? haha.. :D

damn! they're sooooooooooooooooooooooooo DAMN COOL!!
gees! indie and its characteristics.. i love Reilly's voice.. the vocalist.. sooooooooo smooth! :DD

i dont know, i always love indie bands' music.. you know, they have the freedom of expression.. *this is a tagline of an ad :p*

yea, their musics are just different.. in terms of their musics are DIFFERENT! haha.. :D
nope, i mean, you know indie bands have their own style in making musics.. they have TASTE.. they have UNIQUENESS.. oh GOD!! the most important thing is THEY HAVE A STRONG MAGNET IN ATTRACTING ME SO~ :D

hoho! yea, that's the best point of course.. ;)

i dont want to provide the link where you can download them.. because i dont want to be a pirate here! huahahha.. :p

i'll share the pic of them:

the tracks i heart so: thumbelina, dear scene i wish i were deaf, please dont answer me, someday but not today..
AH!! I LOVE ALL THE TRACKS!! >.</

kalo kangen..

Lihatlah bulan yang sama, agar kita merasa dekat.. :)

-The Ox~Bulan yang Sama-


ah, very sweet! :)
-SS-

Saturday, January 22, 2011

apa kabarnya, Cinta?

haha!
oh my goodness.. it's been a VERY LONG LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME i didnt login to my weblog.. kinda miss it sooooooooooooooooooo~
>.<

gee! since i couldnt post photos and anything through my weblog, i'd decided to stop blogging.. *i got bored also, actually*
haha! it sounded silly.. but that's I AM.. :D

nope, i mean, it distracted me when i couldnt post images or photos in my weblog.. i WANTED to post them at that time, then i faced some problems here..
i just couldnt post them! i'd tried to post them many times.. i'd kept posting and failing all at once.. i was at my wits end!! x(

hehe. then i'd given up.. stop blogging, back to facebooooookk.. HAHA! :p
it was strange at first.. u know, i'd been in my burning spirit in blogging.. posting, posting and posting.. i even remember i can post THREE postings in a day!! haha.. silly~

yea, it's normal, anyway..
you know, when you have a crush on somebody, you are in a lovestruck, one thing you ALWAYS wanna do is KEEPING HER/HIM IN YOUR MIND, YOUR SIDE, YOUR HEART, YOUR EVERYTHING! haha, am i right?? yea, you always wanna know everything she/he does: EVERYTIME!

me too.. :3
i mean, for my weblog.. it was my first love in blogging, i started blogging in the middle of September 2010, i felt in love spontaneously.. i kept posting ANYTHING on my mind.. then the disaster CAME! i couldnt post images *i consider it as a disaster also in a relationship between a girl and a boy, lol*, i started getting bored, then I LEFT IT!

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!! kinda relationship, right? TOTALLY! first time you get this lovestruck, anything SEEMS good, beautiful, smooth, lots of fun.. even you cant live without her/him *for instance, tee-hee!*
a month, two months, three months: everything starts to be clear that SHE/HE IS like this, this, this, this *in a bad way* and you start to fed up in facing her/him.. HAHA!!
then, finally, WE SHOULD BREAK UP, darl..
:D

it doesnt always look like that simple, anyway.. im talking about me and my weblog, anyway.. haha~ :p

hmm, it is true, anyway, that the first week of a relationship always SEEMS good, beautiful, smooth, lots of fun.. i dont give any warranty after that! *lol

:D
so, happy blogging! hope i'll not get bored anymore with you, my weblog.. *love love*

Saturday, January 1, 2011

welcome, aboard! silly things DONE in the very first day of 2011~

haha!
nggak nyangka gwa.. *hmm, ramean pake gwa2an nih ngepos-nya* :D
ngelewatin HARI PALING PERTAMA di 2011 dengan kelucuan2 yang bikin miris dan sakit hati.. ahahahhaa!

yoyoy, gimana nggak dong? setelah ngelewatin malem taon baru dengan begadang demi ngeliat kembang api *yang padahal gwa takut sendiri pas tu kembang api loncat2an deket banget ma tempat berdiri* dan mengakibatkan kelelahan yang sangat, mengingat tanggal 31 sore gwa baru sampe bandung lagi setelah ampir 6 jam ngalamin bus-lag.. *hohoh! secara gwa numpang naek bus bukan pesawat :p* eehhh, magribnya langsung cabut lagi buat, yang katanya, ngerayain taon baru.. *tsah! terdengar gahulll sekali :D*

ya, akhirnya sih jalan juga.. macet? pastinya.. rame?? ya jelas.. ngantuk?? oh, tidak bisa.. padahal ngantuk juga sih.. di bioskop ampir2 aja tidur tuh.. nonton narnia *yang emang belom sempet ditonton* yang ceritanya sangat kanak2 sekali tapi ternikmati.. hhe~
*suka banget ma Caspian.. cute abeeeessss xD*

yah, afterall, bisa ditebaklah.. malam itu cuman berakhir di: NONTON KEMBANG API AMA MERCON DINYALAIN.. (_ _")
*geleng2* haha! herannya, banyak banget yaaaa yang nunggu2 tu waktu?? *termasuk gwa, gitu?* ah nggak juga.. ini sih sekedar ngisi waktu doang.. daripada di-kosan sendirian lantaran belom pada balik.. *ngeleeeeeeeeeeesss, ahahaha*

dan bisa ditebak lagi, tanggal 1-nya, ngantuk berat.. +.+ bangun pada siang2.. lemes2 gimanaaa gitu juga..
tapi nggak nyurutin semangat gwa buat nyetrika..
ho-oh! tu baju kusut udah kayak apaan tau dipojokan kosan.. ya terpaksalah, mau nggak mau, gwa setrika juga.. 10 menit pertama masih oke.. lancaaaaarrr jayaaaaaaaaaaaaa agenda nyetrika gwa..
sampe akhirnya: PAS NGUBAH2 CHANNEL TIPI, NEMU PILEM ANIMASI DI GLOBALTIPI..

dan akhirnya, gwa putusin buat pending bentar nyetrikanya.. soalnya pilemnya rame.. ehehehehe, n gwa belom pernah nonton.. atlantis the lost empire, gitu judulnya.. rame kan?! denger2 Indonesia kan dianggep Atlantis yang ilang.. yang kata Plato Atlantis tu ada terus kena banjir dan akhirnya tenggelam.. terus sekarang2 ini banyak ahli yang bilang kalo INDONESIA ITU  ATLANTIS YANG ILANG [ITU].. wow~

*iya gituh?? -__-"*

dan akhirnya, menontonlah tu pilem si gwa teh.. ehehehehe! sampe kelar..
dan ketika pingin nyoba nyetrika lagi *yang saat itu udah diposisiin off* otomatis gwa on-in lagilah tu kenop.. mungkin gara2 semangat 2011 lagi panas2nya, jadi aja deh kekencengan muter tuh kenop.. dan akhirnya PUTUS.. HAHAHAHHAHHA!! *idiot.. -___-"

udah gwa utak-atik, tu setrikaan tetep aja nggak mau panas2 lagi.. dan akhirnya diputuskanlah bahwa hari ini, in this the very first day of 2011, setrikaan gwa wafat..
YAY! great~ tinggal bingung deh pas mu setrika mesti pake apaan.. *sigh

setelah tragedi setrikaan berhasil dikukuhkan, terjadilah hal lain yang nggak kalah silly dan berhasil gwa lewatin juga.. *damn~
ituuuuh, lagi seneng2nya onlen setelah baru bisa isi fl*sh lagi, terus jam 5 sorean udah janjian buat konfrens YM bareng temen2 bakal garap tugas, ehhhh jam 4.45an gitu LISTRIK DIKOSAN MATI.. (_ _")

what the?! mana lagi nggak pake batere, matilah screen gwa dengan tiba2.. batere hape pas diliat tinggal segaris.. GREAT~


dan itu sudah sore, saudara2!! sore=mau malem=GELAP.. oh, nasip..
akhirnya dengan sigap dan cekatan, gwa sms-in dah tu temen2 yang bisa gwa tumapngin kosannya bakal ngecharge hape dan jadi tempat penampungan gwa gitu..

sialnya, semua kompak gitu kagak ada yang bisa dimintain tolong.. ada yang lagi di luar terus kejebak macet, ada yang lagi di rumahnya *dan rata2 semua gitu, belom saatnya balik ngamous soalnya* ada juga yang lagi ribet sendiri.. DAMN!!

akhirnya gwa nggak patah harapan dan ilang akal dong, di kesendirian dan kegelapan ini *tsah! lebay~* gwa susurin dah tu gerlong.. sambil bawa2 NGAGE dan chargernya.. *miris*
padahal mah nggak tau mau ngecharge dimana.. keep moving forward! hahah~

akhirnya sampailah si gwa di depan DT *DT ini bukan Dream Theater ya sodara2, apalagi yang lain2.. bingung ah ngarangnya, hha* DT ini sama dengan Daarut Tauhiid.. ituloh, mabesnya si Aa Gym.. ehehehehehe!

pertamanya dilema berat, mau kesitu apa nggak ya? tapi kan gwa cuman pen ngecharge doang.. tadinya pen ke foodspot gitu, tapi masih jaoh dari DT.. mana jam udah nunjukkin jam 5.34.. hedehh, akhirnya diputuskanlah buat masuk ke DT aja..

masuk sana, langsung ke lante 2.. secara di lante 1 tempat cewe nggak ada stopkontak.. dan di lante 2 itulah gwa baru nemu stopkontak.. deket tumpukan tas2 gtu dehh.. ternyata punyanya si ibu2.. yawda, ngikutlah gwa ngecharge disitu sambil tak lupa mengucap alhamdulillah.. *duileeee~

tapi pikir2, ngapain juga ngejogrok di mesjid lantaran cuman nungguin chargeran doang? jadi aja gwa putusin buat ninggalin tu hape sementara gwa ngabur keluar bakal beli jajanan.. lapar! hha~
udah jajan, balik lagi dah tu ke DT.. kirain udah sejam-an gitu keq gwa diluar.. tau2nya cuman 15 menit doang! *sigh~ -___-"

jadilah gwa makan jajanan gwa di mesjid.. HAHAH!! sendirian, autis, makan di mesjid.. hedeeehh, nggak bangetlah! sampe akhirnya ya magrib disana.. sempet kagak nge-booking mukena duluan, padahal pengunjung kan rame tuh.. tapi finally, dapet juga sih.. heheh!

dan akhirnya sih, ngejogrok lama dah tu di DT.. sampe2 ada ibu2 yang nginep disana nanya:

ibu2: nginep juga, neng?
gwa: eh? oh? hhe~ nggak.. *gagap*
ibu2: darimana emangnya?
gwa: *pen banget jawab: dari tadi bu, noh nungguin chargeran, tapi urung, malah jawabnya* dari kosan.. heheh *masih cengengesan*
ibu2: ohh.. kirain nginep disini bla bla bla..
gwa: *cengar cengir males*

malu juga sih kalo ketauan motif gwa ke DT cuman numpang ngecharge doang..
dan ternyata butuh waktu SATU SETENGAH JAM buat ngecharge tu hape.. -___-"
dan ternyata lagi, akhirnya ketauan jugalah gwa kalo ke DT cuman numpang ngecharge..
secara, mencolok sekali gituloh.. bolak-balik lante 1 lante 2, bolak-balik tempat ngecharge tempat duduk, pas udah beres: CABUT, tanpa ba-bi-bu padahal ceramah masih berlangsung..

UWOOOOOOOOOOWW~ heheh..
asoi~~

2011, finally im posting something [again!] :D

woo-hoo! 2010 becomes a history..
history of anything happened to our lives..

good or bad, happy or sad, EVERYTHING was worth well :)

a friend of mine sent me a new year message, and really love the line he arranged it..
in Bahasa, okay.. ;)

Tuliskan rencanamu dengan sebuah pensil, tapi berikan penghapusnya pada Tuhan..
izinkan Dia menghapus bagian2 yang SALAH dan menggantikan dengan rencanaNYA yang indah..
very sweet~ :)
yea, sometimes we, as HUMANS, feel that EVERYTHING we think AS GOOD FOR US means GOOD FOR US..
as a matter of fact, IT WILL NOT BE THAT GOOD FOR US based on God's plans..
and EVERYTHING we think AS BAD FOR US, it CAN BE THE BEST thing we have to face.. :)

soooooooooo, happy new year, Fellas!!
may ALL good THINGS that God says IT IS GOOD ALSO, will come to us in this blessing year.. :))

*ouch, it's been a looooooooooonng time i havent posted something here.. due to technical error! *sigh~

SEMANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATT! :)
Marilyn Manson 3