oh, snap! i dont mean i want to moan and blame EVERYTHING..
BUT MY LIFE IS IN RUIN!! totally in ruin now :'(
yea, i MADE it so.. i know it.. *sigh!
hmmm, i dont know.. i feel terrible, recently..
i've neglected and ignored good offers to me, and i prefer chasing something 'uncertain' to those good offers, and EVENTUALLY i am WHO ignored! :'((
it's like a sign that i dont thank God good enough with anything i have had.. :((
forgive me please, my THE ONE..